Crossing the Threshold

2027

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Crossing the Threshold:

A four-month sacred journey culminating 

in a wilderness rite-of-passage ceremony

“What happens when you open to the biggest conversation you can have with the world and your self?”

DATES:On-the-Land Ceremony, Spring 2027
Five Online Gatherings: April through June (see below for more detail)
Cost/Energy Exhange: $1300 - 1600  (with some sliding scale spots with priority given to BIPOC and LGBTQIA2S+/payment plans available)
LOCATION: Northern, CA or Southern, OR and Zoom

Overview:

There comes a time when you are called to set aside sacred time and space to touch back into the layers of connection with your heart, spirit, and body. The voice of your true self does not give up easily.  You heard the call and answered. You are choosing intentionally to cross the threshold into the next layer of your deepening life. Congratulations!  

Join us on a four-month sacred journey combining elements of ecotherapy and expressive arts and culminating in a wilderness rite-of-passage ceremony. 

Beginning in February, we will gather online to connect, deepen our intentions, explore the 4 elements, and attune to our  inner and outer wilderness landscapes. The program culminates in a 6-day wilderness rite-of-passage ceremony on the land, where you will have two-nights out solo on the land  and 3 days connecting in community, holding space for others and allowing yourself to be witnessed in your authentic story, (witnessing and being witnessed).

Because integration and incorporation are core parts of bringing our vision and gifts into the world, we will hold a post-ceremony council over Zoom in May. 

Frequently Asked Questions

Each online gathering includes:

  • Ecotherapy and expressive arts components, centered around the four elements

  • Invitations for the in-between to practice and deepen connection with our other-than-human kin and our most authentic selves

  • Council Circle and Mirroring

  • Poetry

(See this doc for more detail about our gatherings leading up to the on-the-land Immersion)

Once you answer the call and register, you will receive an invitation email with links to the 5 zoom classes, along with registration forms, a packing list and more details about our time together on the land.

We hold this journey as sacred…

We will be with you every step of the way.

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About our Location: TBD
Current considerations are:

  • The Trinity Alps - Northern, CA

  • The Mojave Desert - Southern, CA

  • Tillamook National Forest, Oregon

  • Alvord Desert, Eastern Oregon

Meet Your Guides

Ryan Van Lenning and Jillynn Garcia

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Ryan Van Lenning - composting, co-liberating, belonging-ing

My name is Ryan Van Lenning, Founder of Wild Nature Heart, and I am an earth-lover with a deep desire to be of service in the work of re-connection and re-membering during this Great Turning/Great Composting. I started Wild Nature Heart to support people to re-connect with the wisdom of both inner and outer wild nature, to live their soul callings into the world, and to assist in the work of repairing broken belonging. I believe each of us has unique gifts that the world needs as we birth new imaginations and ways of being, and I love mirroring people’s stories as they deepen into their wholeness and next aligned steps.

I am an inner/outer wilderness guide and poet (author of Re-Membering: Poems of Earth & Soul) and High-Cooing Through the Seasons: Haiku From the Forest. I am certified as an Ecotherapist through The Earthbody Institute, at which I teach the Level 1 and 3 Ecotherapy courses. I am trained as a rite-of-passage/wilderness vision fast guide through the School of Lost Borders, and am a Certified Wilderness First Responder through Foster Calm. Prior to moving to California 13 years ago, I taught Comparative Religion, Philosophy, and Environmental Ethics at Sinclair College in Ohio. I live among the forest and rivers in northern California, ancestral Wiyot and Yurok land.

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Jillynn Garcia – Weaving, Unwinding, Metamorphosing

Jillynn Garcia is a creative healer and explorer of the deep within and great beyond. Jillynn draws on ritual, plant medicine and the guidance of her Tainos ancestors and animal kin as she makes her way through this lifetime; paintbrush in her hand, riverstone in her pocket and birdsong in her heart. She believes that our authentic selves emerge from the juiciness of leaning into liminal spaces and ecotones.

As an Art Therapist, Marriage and Family Therapist, Ecotherapist and Ketamine Assisted Psychotherapy practitioner, Jillynn brings her deep care, compassion and creativity to supporting the unfolding of one’s own innate inner wisdom. Through creativity and connection with the more than human world, Practicing for over 26 years, Jillynn specializes in supporting individuals from the LGBTQIA2S+ populations, neurodivergent individuals and those unwinding individual and multigenerational trauma. Jillynn also runs expressive arts ecotherapy retreats for individuals navigating various life transitions. Jillynn is a highly relational therapist and holds a core belief that growth and healing happen best in connection. As such, she is a weaver who brings people together so that we can hold one another’s pain and mirror back our beauty.

Ryan and Jillynn are skilled facilitators, authentic, genuine and embody eco-expressive arts therapy in their work and life. I felt held by them, seen by them and transformed parts of myself through this experience. I highly recommend working with them!

This was a powerful experience- but powerful in that subtle way that comes with feeling heard and cared for and understood- a camaraderie.

Jillynn and Ryan created a space where I was able to spend two days with nature and the river as my only external companions. I re-connected with younger selves who'd been working nonstop, and yet in stasis, to protect me since childhood. I listened for my inner voices and they responded with clarity and a call for rest and rejuvenation which I followed these past months. I am more attuned to the voice of my spirit and my ancestors since being on the land and at more ease in acting in accordance with spiritual and ancestral guidance.

- LGD

MORE ABOUT WILDERNESS CEREMONY

Doing a vision fast or wilderness rite-of-passage will not make your life easier, but it will make it more authentic.”

—Scott Eberle, School Of Lost Borders guide

Cultures across the globe and from time immemorial have incorporated rites-of-passage ceremony as meaningful ways to mark stages of life and to become fully human. We believe wilderness rites-of-passage ceremonies or vision fasts are a missing component of our modern culture.

The modern day wilderness rite-of-passage is a new/old practice of setting time aside in sacred ceremony to be in/with/as wild nature in order to leave behind the voices of the consumer society, cross over into a liminal space where your senses re-awaken, you reclaim your belonging, and you re-member your place as a part of and a-kin to the other-than-human world.

It is an opportunity to claim what is alive, to mark a transition, to clarify your vision and meaningful action, to step into your power.

In wilderness ceremony, we cross a threshold and what we find there is a world alive with sentience and with meaning and we come into a conversation with animals, trees, rocks, sky, and our own true natures. From this conversation we may come away with treasure; inspired and imbued with pieces of our truest voice and wild purpose.

One way to hold rites-of-passage is through the three stages of Severance Threshold, and Incorporation:

1)Severance: You sever ties to the old life, the old habits, the old ways of thinking and doing-those no longer serve you or your people. Preparation for the threshold involves forming and refining your intentions and saying goodbye temporarily to friends and family. An inner circle will help hold your journey. There is a dying to the old, to make space for the new that is emerging and already alive in you. On the land, you will be given earth-based tools and toys to support you psychically and physically for your time solo on the land. 

2)Threshold:  After preparation and deepening with your cohort and guides, you are blessed as you step across the threshold with intention into a liminal state to fast solo on the land for a period of time. Here you will have the largest conversation you can have with the world. You will have a buddy and your guides will always be at basecamp, holding your intentions.

3)Incorporation: You cross back across the threshold and return to Council Circle. nourish your body and re-join community. The Circle will hear the stories that your journeys into wild nature and your psyche have gifted. Your guides and cohort will listen, and then mirror your story back to you as medicine for yourself and for the group. Celebration night with dance, fire, and song affirms what has been undertaken. Finally, Incorporation Council is held to support carrying the vision and new understandings back into the world and your community and find ever-deepening ways to embody that experience.

It is important to remember that the point of going out (on the mountain, as we say) is to come back in our wholeness as medicine for the people and Earth, to serve Life and Liberation. For more, Read “The Purpose of Going Out is to Come Back” on Medium.